Hi new semester, last year of degree.

As what the caption wrote... yup! i am in my last year of degree...
what a suffering huh?
If you curious about what Sophia is studying...
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I am major in Commerce Management and co-major in Entrepreneurship.
not finance, no accounting or business law..
BUT!
I feel so stress..
bullshit
WHO DOESN'T?
even all of my housemates put double -triple concern on their study...
 (one is in her last year last sem, another start her master life)
what a great change, when they said wana spend our night at library in week 2, but not keep enjoying their life... keep happy go lucky attitude. (in the past semesters, you can only see us in week 6, and then week 8 -12)

A senior told me before..
year 1 sap sap shuoi,
year 2 put a little bit of focus,
year 3.. don't play play..
I fell like.. i am stepping inside a hell. Every lecture keep their eyes on every student (of course included me, i am so sharp man! they rarely saw an Asian girl in this kind of height! like to wear high heels some more..) every lecture throw plenty of task to us and keep asking every victim to... READING READING READING! what the fxxxing hell!!! that is my weaknessess, i can sleep on the open book in 5 minutes, maybe u can challenge me to sleep in in 3 minutes ?

my shoulders cant relax, they are nervous and keep moving up (maybe it can touch my ears one day? ) instead of keep eating to release my stress, i move it to gym by joining fitness classess.
OK.. Yoga class doesn't help much.. zumba fitness and body pump/CX make me sweat and challege my injured knee a lot.

Forget about all of the pain made on me, these classess gain my muscles, and shapping my legs (weewit!) besides, I enjoy zumba and yoga coach call me sweet heart~ : 3

Last night, after Aim graduation gathering with old housmates, an muscular man - the big boosts Danny told me, up to 80% keep fit results is come from what you eat. I answerd I  KNOW in the next half second.
OK..you know.. why you doesnt slim down? (*asking me myself )
hopefully i disipline on what i eat after last night conversation.

JIAN FEI DE LU SHI GU DU DE (want keep fit sucessfully? you have no friend but alone)
guess what we had as our late dinner last night? FRIED CHICKEN and BEER man!!! that's y big boots told me how important intake change people figure shapes.

y keep fit sucessfully = alone and no friends?
can't attend such gathering and keep eating you chicken breast with salad leaves without dressing in the future bah..

red, 下一站去哪？

red  阿～ 等妈咪  save 够钱。 我们再去旅行好不好？

享受没有看过的美景

同时再把漂亮的风景收进我们的记忆里。 

还记得，

焦点永远不是我们， 而是放进头脑里的， 又多清晰。

肤色一直不是问题， 而笑容的真诚度， 真能减少人与人的陌生。

谁知道我们还会再遇到像 alexis  还是 benice 这样和蔼的同乡呢？

谁知道哪个路人又会跑过来摸摸你说， 你红得很美呢？

我跟你都不知道下一个旅程会遇到什么

直到我再背上背包，背上你

去我们的下一站。

朋友

友情这种东西
我一直以为会遇到就很难得，能相处愉快那他／她根本是天上掉下来的礼物。
因为从小，别的“情”都在我的生活彩得淡淡的。
所以我真的很看中友情这个东西。
友情，是最深刻的， 我花最多心细跟时间投资的。
有的友情维持得很吃力。我还是握着不放。

义气是什么？
很无奈的，我必须要看破这个东西了。
当自己因为义气付出的， 得回来的却是 “负” 的时候。
除了笑自己太善良，太傻。 我还能说什么呢？
学会不要对朋友太好？

我真的放整颗心在交朋友。 我真的会好不犹豫就付出很多。
（一直控制自己不要付出得太过头， 男性朋友会以为我是要倒追之类的）
我真的，真的没有对谁不好。
为什么，连最基本的陪伴， 我都不配拥有呢？

～22～

play the music pls~

before you scroll down :)

yah... i am 22 OREADY.

gosh... time flies!

i still cant accept it.. 

well... i never know i am so blessed although i am so far away from home~!

this fellow.. touch me so muchy muchy..

he is super busy on his part time job and his study life. 

the 3rd birthday present from him..

 is not a super 3D decoration but an e-card this time. 

SUPAR LUV!

my Di, thank you so much~

i love it so muchy! and tears drop after view on it.

 LOL!

thanks for using the most slim picture~ :p

Besides 1 of my double J - Jeffrey, my second J- Jasmine..

also make me so surprise and... shock.. 

what u do on my face!!! ngaiti.. 

thanks lah.... 

Jas.. i caught the bless u sent.

u still remember eh~ :8

thanks girl :)

my parents.. and staff in hometown gave the most unexpected blessing..

and these are the e-card they send to me.. 

gosh..

 my mum words is like..

make me feel so uncomfortable ..

too.. nauseating. 

:8 

In Melbourne, my birthday had celebrate with whole brunch of lovely friends,

Uncle Alan and his family..

i ordered an 25 scoops ice-cream cake as my birthday cake.. end up

it grow taller and become 35 scoops =.=

I organize a BBQ at the day before my birthday.

Aunties are so worry about the BBQ and help me prepare all of the chicken breast and sliced pork.

they don't know i am a BBQ queen in Kuching... 

LOL.

i am super blessed one. 

i am not pretty, in a huge chubby body, tended skin...

I can't found a reason y i been loved so deep from everyone below.

 Uncle Alan. 

 my sista, big boots and my lovely Voon Voon. 

 Stanley and supar Q Jasmine <3

 HH and Kuching friends :)

my girls darling and ah girl bake these for me.. 

Kitchen is the place i stand the most everyday.. 

and.. 

on the particular day.. they stand the most.. because of me 

:3

baby Jasmine, baby sitter- Sophia che che hug hug.. 

don't scare ~

 my ice-cream mountain!!! 

WAHAHAHAHAHA

envy o not? 

i love this so much~ thanks Aunty for "building' this for me.. 

 say~ CHEESE.. guys :) 

thanks photographer tien for took this. 

11.00pm ++

some one knock my home door. 

so terrible man..!

because, no one can go through our gate and knock our apartment door without me or my housemate open the gate by remote control when everyone are still in the apartment.

Sing yii rush to the door and act so nervous.. 

LOL

*door opened*

stupid eggie stand right in front of me and Sing yii..

with 

PRESENT!!!

 yeah!

I know that is mine~ because it wrapped with polka dotted paper :)

I LOVE POLKA DOTE

and also a lamp book mark from Sing yii .

she said i am lamp princess..

(hope i am not a lame princess lah)

  oh... i am in my pyjamas and enjoy the gift that Connie, Sing iii, Yao hui, Danny -big boots, boss- Stanley gave.. 

Beside the good quality speaker,
it is a owl warm bag!!

i am a large sizes girl... but i am super weak.. 

i cant stand in cool~

and the warm bag warm me up every freezing night :)

see.. how blessed am i ..

i appreciate what every1 mentioned did on me.. 

and also Miss Leerie Tang.. 

the pic in KL make my friends cant believe Sophia was so pretty before.. LOL..

thanks God... to arrange everyone in my life. 

i love u .. my Lord :)

what is hungry?

 Sophia never dead from hungry. 

she always cook good meals for she herself. 

:D

I am not hungry, I am Sophia. 

放心不下

星期六， 没有上班的我。

在家里听这小虎姐的歌， 

看着mv.

再看看我的 brunch。

 漂亮的食物

却让我放下刀叉，

端坐在地板哭。

爸， 我想你。

继续一个人

生活就是如此。 

把不快乐都吐出来后，

要懂得适应，

绝对不是继续胡闹。

买些小可爱，

就算一个人，

也可以看着它们微笑。

研究食谱，

让自己用五颜六色的食材，

煮成道道佳肴，

也吸收全方面的营养

晚上包着冰冷的手脚。

因为没有人会给我温度。

自己要懂得看好自己。

看好每个要交的功课，
不做老鼠屎，
不做亚洲烂学生，
除了自己提醒自己，
慢慢等还有谁会好心提醒。

不奢望谁来陪我

学会一个人。

虽然很难，很怕，

但它是必须学会的课程。

宝律要快乐， 宝律一个人也可以很好。